Thursday, September 07, 2006
M.I.S.T.Y .H.A.Z.Y
YO!-Boring-ORANGE- says BOO!
Hehe... today had a chat with my Algorithms Lecturer previously from my Yr2 Semester1.. HAHAS. He was the person who got so much passion in teaching his ALGORITHM last time! hehehe...he was devastated by my lack of enthusiasm when i straightforwardly told him... SIR.. I CMI. GOSH la.. Orange has absolutely NO...0% of any C-Math knowledge... and all the mathematics here in UNI is like.. HMM..
HAHAS... then he said I must try to plan my time. He said no matter what.. there should be definitely a way for me.. provided i must really put in EXTRA effort than the rest! considering the rest..mostly are from JCs.. they have the knowledge whereas i DON'T.
HEH..so the forever STRESSFUL-Orange began to really work hard.. HMM.. can't remember much of the stress i gave to myself.. but i DID work hard. and managed to CLEAR that module with a grade, C+
HMM.. NOW. DID orange work hard? YES. BUT is the grade good? HMM.. depends on how u look at it. ^^ Cos Orange really struggle between the DABAO line and the CLEAR line.. i was thinking i might flunk the paper straight after the exams... and to go THRU another SEMESTER with THAT module, ALgorithms.. ITS A NO NO...and a OH NO!!!
=.=" WELL... hehe..i recalled all this while chatting with him. HMM.. and so when he asked so HOWS EVERYTHING NOW? HAHAS.. i dunno how to reply.. i was tongue-tied for a moment... *sigh* How i wish i got go back to the good-o-days back in POLY... when Orange was ONCE a super ON and Hardworking Gal... with a right mind to STUDY =.=
Now come to think of it.. i wonder how life would be for me if i didn't went for the SUNTEC SAF Career Exhibition in 2003, and instead went for Queensland University of Technology where I got myself a place.. and even after tat 2004 I got myself a place in Monash University also. These were the things I gave up for.. I think things would be super different from now.
Time can't reverse...Nor will it stop for us. it's how well u maximise time to WORK for u..
I believe all things that happen really has its purpose from God. Even placing me in Serangoon Secondary.. when all the strange, weird, extraordinary things...hahas...u name it... can actually happen to me.. i wasn't a born runner u know.. HAHAS. God has been very gracious to me.. through education.. *gosh* my grades from PSLE wasn't shiny at all.. then in secondary things suddenly changed.. and now financially..
He has helped me to clear this money burden off from my family so whatever i spent won't add on to their burden and whatever i earn can ease their burden.
HMM.. am i gg philosophical again? WAHAHAHAHS.. sitting in front of this LCD monitor in LWN library can really allow my mind to flow freely after an entire's day of SCHOOL! ^^
Today didn't go swimming NOR running... cos think the weather isn't really good.. hehe.. or orange just making an excuse? ^^,
*growling* OOPS.. there goes.. my stomach is crying again! WELL.. CELINE said so! oh BOY.. this means orange should go for dinner now! HMM.. craving for a bowl of hot noodles soup now! then back HOSTEL! hehehe... how long orange took to write this BLOG? long ah.. cos hp smses.. check emails and stuff.. hahas!
According to my watch, now the time says 1940! ^^,