Sunday, September 30, 2007
SAFE?

sometimes i feel that my hostel is just like a bomb shelter.
quiet, peaceful, studious place to study.
but mind you. only on weekends.

on friday DUNNO what the people doing downstairs.
watching news?
forget it.

*****

I'm gearing up towards staying FOCUS.
yeah... if you call me and I never answer you perhaps I'm buried under some metres of papers.

*****

Here's something that put a smile on my face this morning during sermon:

The Mind is connected to the Heart and the Body.
When you love someone..
The Heart Rules
The Mind goes crazy
Then goes the wallet too.

=P

Till then! *winks*

Saturday, September 29, 2007
5 minutes!

Just when I'm on time.. Dad is LATE!
humfph.
I know.. I've been a procrastinator. I'm sick and TIRED. I want to CHANGE!
To all the people I heart.
Orange is gonna change.
Don't set any expectations on me first. Wait and see me CHANGE.
humfph.
I've about 5 mins to blog and I'll just USE it!

*****

The following aims!
every night Orange must k.o by 2330.
so this means msn only after 2300.
facebook only after 2300.
2200 or EARLIER must bath.
so there will be time for hair to dry.
you want to be vain, you jolly well know your time to play and sleep.

*****

I LOVE the LAST KTV.
Great pals to hangout with.
Sweet fond memories.
Thank you people.

*****

Alrights. Next week its gonna be like a bull dozer.
I won't be ironed by it.
Rather I'll be the one pushing the bull dozer! ;)

Take care folks!

Friday, September 28, 2007
MY FAV FOOD.

how many people love to eat?
well, I must confess that I'm a Food LOVER.
I love GOOD FOOD. Of cos that comes in the exercise part. But that's besides the point. Hahs!
I really cannot imagine how can a person survive without food.
That placed a GOOD point.
God, please send me to some areas during my work to serve the humanity areas.

*****

well, meanwhile, I'm a FREE GOOD STUDENT.
Let's talk about the FOOD I hearted! *smiles*

oh boy. I love YONG TAU FOO. The lovely taupok... ahhh triangular or squarish, i just like them the way they are! The springy fishballs.. The SEAWEED.. ooohh. The freshly made BEANCURD and BITTERGOURD.. ahhh.. my FAVOURITE! hurhur... Not to forget the mushroooooooms.. ;)

Now. The strange part is, I never like to eat those deep fried wontons. Strange right?

NEXT... moving on to SUSHI! Now. I'm not exactly a sushi lover. BUT I just loves fresh RAW sashimi. woooh. With LOTS of wasabi please. Thank You. I enjoy eating salmon don. The rice in the ricebowl and not the hand-size sushi rice. hurhur...

NEXT... BEEF. Ahhh... I love the ribeye's steak. AHhh.. I really sound like a carnivore ya? haha. I'm not. Just love to eat beef steak cooked Medium - Raw. Perhaps its because I'm a FEMALE?

NEXT... I love those Thai Rice cooked in a Manner that its cooked but yet its full grain by itself. Not those soft and mushy kinds like Jap rice.. Chinese rice.. I like it hard. Ahh..

NEXT... I LOVE BIG FISH. Steamed ones... Wow. Their juices is sufficient man. No need EXTRA sauces. Hahaha.

NEXT... If I really got to eat deep fried stuff.. I cannot go without Lemon Slices and Tomato Sauce. Its the Bare Minimum. Must Have. Yeah... without the tartar sauce and mayonise please. =P

NEXT... I love SEAFOOD. Haha... ALL Kinds of seafood. I love it. Whenever I go for HK dim sum, I'll finish whatever thats PRAWNY. Sedap!

NEXT... I love DARK CHOCOLATE. Anything with it, I'll practically MELT.

NEXT... FRUITS!! Hahaha.. that goes without saying.

Well... Thats all for now people. My mind can be clouded with food at times. hurhur.. Healthy or not... YOU be the Judge!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Worrying VS Living

People, do you know how fortunate you are?

Firstly to be able to surf internet to read this blog, this had already made you among the largest population of fortunate people.

Secondly, sadly among the fortunate people in this WORLD. Only a few handful realised that they ARE fortunate. The rest? Unknowingly by the pressures and daily stresses to make ends meet, they DEEMED themselves as SAD people.

*****

I've never really started reading again since my Poly days.. I had been an avid book lover since young... thats why I was short-sighted since primary 3.. Oh well. Due to poor reading habits I guess.

Until lately someone gave me a book. Well, again I do appreciate it. Just that taking the first step again to read... after such a long break, its HARD to just open just the cover itself. hahaha.. now you know Orange can be really LAZY ah?

Well. After saying goodbye to booney on a saturday night for her flight, I told myself I'll work hard to clear this semester. When I finally 'checked in' to my comfy zone on sunday afternoon, I was about to clear the piles on things on my table and I fou.nd myself looking up. Goodness gracious. Staring at this book written by Dale Carnegie. How to Stop Worrying and Start Living. I wasn't at all really into the reading mood at that instant. But somehow my hand reached out for it.

That was it. It soon became my daily dose of vitamin C. Hahaha.. funny right. OMG!!! Everything made WHOLE LOT sense to me in the book. Every word, every page... has its impact on me. Now, I do have to remind you people that I never really thought that I'll venture into this kind of self-help books. Never have I thought that I can really apply it into my daily life. Its been clearly amazing on how much the book has been helping me.

Well, of course there might be times when I failed to control certain worries on hand but the fact that we always have worries around, we'll never fall short of trying constantly having to improve our handling skills in worries and emerge out as a stronger individual.

Now, quoting from Dale Carnegie's book:

'I had the blues because I had no shoes,
Until upon the street, I met a man who had no feet. '

Oh boy, I was super guilty of this. Very in fact. I worry about all the things under the sun, moon and stars. Hurhur... well. As written from his book, about 90% of the things in our lives are right and about 10% are wrong. If we want to be happy, all we have to do is to concentrate on the 90% that are right and ignore the 10% that are wrong. - Here, its not saying that you don't learn from mistakes but if you are filled with depression and worries, focusing on the wrong won't help you in the least bit to learn and pick up yourself. You got to handle your emotions well and learn well from the mistakes and the first step to handle emotions well is to focus on the rights.

Truely and well said. Now before Orange leaves bloggie, let me leave you with one of notes from Dale Carnegie:

Count your blessings - not your troubles!

Thursday, September 20, 2007
Times.

ehlo bloggie.

have you ever wonder why you are in this world?
why everything seems passing by like a bullet.
why times of refreshing only comes during sundays.
why Jesus didn't reveal when will be His second coming.
why school life is always better than working life.
why must everything happen for a reason.
why can't we choose our birth gender, family, time, date and place.
why certain things are meant to mould us.
why must there be first, second, third world countries.
why is it so hard to accept the above things?

Troubles are always.. ALWAYS raging. From all angles and always aim at the SAME spot.
Can somebody do something about it?
no.
can I do something about it?
yes.

***

Sometimes there can be just so many horrible people and just so few good souls.
The list can go on and on.
Changes are few and always negligible in impacts.
so sick of it.

***

went for a run this morning.
the usual long route.
to think i actually wake up early just to shed away the unwanted calories. Blah!
oh well.
done it.
feel good of course.
sometimes having the adrenaline rush in the body is good.
i hate slacker's life.

***

Monday, September 17, 2007
smile at your difficulties

The most dangerous place is the most safest place. - Heard of this?

haha.. nothing in mind to start bloggie. the above is just something random.

It has been a cool weekend. Cool until nothing seems interesting.
I really must admit. Studying is STILL easier than working.
To those who are currently struggling in work, no worries.. orange will join you all soon.
To those who are currently struggling in school work, no worries.. its gonna be more tough.
oh well. motivation works the same EVERYWHERE.
Come on. Smile!
Tough or Sweet, at the end of the day, we will gain, ie IF we work hard.
Cheerios OKAY!

The famous term break is coming soon. Haaa!!

I need more AIR.
thats it. Tomorrow morning must run.
sigh.. these days... my knees seemed weak.
to be precise... my left knee.
Hope its nothing serious. Else, I think I need to start running with a knee guard.

on second thoughts. maybe not running.
hmm.. tomorrow the pool is open at 7am!
ah ha.. that gives me all the reason to swim in the morning while the water is CLEAN.
hurhur.. I shall go 'dirty' the pool then.

If it rains.. oh well. I'll resort to workout in the gym.
God.. if I should exercise tomorrow, please let it be GOOD weather.
Amen.

Thursday, September 13, 2007
Blog Song Good? ^^

Hurhur.. this song on my blog nice ah?
heh... by POPULAR DEMAND...
Here's Orange bringing you the lyrics. Referenced from mp3lyrics.org.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[ Chorus ]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear
to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
[ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ]

When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were, yeah yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to
feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face i came
to know is missing too
When you're gone all the words i need to hear will always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Creeptography. HUMFPH

i'm so so so mad with this creeeeeep. - BLAH!
BUT i'm not gonna give up.
Lousy bad lecturer.
I'll show you what i can do.
since you like to assume so much.
always give a dun-care-a-damn look.

well. i'll make sure i will figure out the secret behind the unbreakable door one day.
despite there is yet a day i didn't fall asleep in your lectures except *proudly* The First Lesson.
i seriously think that you should speak louder and clearer.
i'm sitted right in front of you and YET i cannot stop sleeping.
can u see the effort of how much i really want to attend your lesson?
pls. go back for refresher course at n i e to learn how to make your delivery better can?
i support you.

stop expecting us to know what your chim chim terms can?
i am super mad with you.
do you actually see why?
there is PRACTICALLY no VIDEO lectures on YOUR lessons.
How to you expect us to revise on what you had taught us?
with your amazingly soft voice.
sometimes loud enough to wake me up but failed to sustain me.
give me a glare or snare like as if i dozed off purposely.
crap.
if i really want, i might as well don't go for your class and sleep well in my hostel.

pleASE.
wake up your idea.
you want us to do well, you got to do your part alright?
it takes 2 hands to clap.
if you only keep expecting and expecting, you won't be able to continue in teaching for long with this kind of style.
you got to give and take sometimes.
stop being so regiment can?

i promise i'll spell creeptography the right way once you have achieve the above.
deal or no deal?
*grim look*