Thursday, September 21, 2006
T.H.A.N.K.F.U.L

*BLINK* *BLINK*

O R A N G E is BACK! ^^



*DEEP B R E A T H..*

AAAHHHHHhhhhhh......



Orange SIMPLY LOVES the feeling of completing something... I call it.. SATISFACTION


BUT. without Start, there will never be any.. completion. Obviously then.. no satisfaction.

Now.. Starting something... is not easy.
HMM. Let's talk about some examples...

STARTING...

1. A Day
Normally the moment when Orange open her eyes in the morning, its always so...BRIGHT! But to KickStart a day.. the Bright morning suddenly don't seems so bright to me anymore.. One needs to have the ENERGY to kickSTART. Hahas.. just like driving a car. No Petrol.. No ride! SO.. ORANGE, u better ZZ EARLY LOTS.

2. A Meal
HMM. Orange always gobble up her food in SCHOOL. Believe me. Even the MOST GORGEOUS guy sit in front of me in school, I'll still do TAT. How COME? HAHAS.. My time is precious! wahahahas.. i think i had frightened away many guys le.. So, starting a meal.. heh, no real satisfaction actually..

3. A Tutorial
*pengs* Tutorials somehow seems more and more difficult nowadays.. as a result..Orange's bad habit. Doing tutorials during tutorials SEEMS a NORM nowadays... HAHAHAS.. However, sometimes if the tutor is GOOD, the SATISFACTION will be always THERE. ^^

4. A Bank Account
AHH! This ah.. of cos its not easy to start an account! first, u need to have a mindset and a HEART to SAVE $$.. next..MUST HAVE $$$ then find a Good Bank.. then MUST maintain the CASH FLOW in la! Producer and Consumer problem will never occur here.. there won't be any TOO MUCH CASH flow in...its ALWAYS TOO MUCH CASH flow OUT! wahahahas... this ALL must take note la! Orange always believed in SAVING for RAINY DAYS. YES. when u save $, the satisfaction is ALWAYS there. Somehow.. the satisfaction for saving $ is HIGHER than spending $. How COME? hehe...cos u know u save more THEN u can spend MORE... HAHAHAHAS.. ^^

5. A Sport
Orange is a person who finds it hard to accept changes. Yet I'm always SURROUNDED by changes... oh WELL.. U know I always wanted to play volleyball since sec sch? Hahas.. but out of parent's concern that I might injured my eyes.. i dropped the idea.. so since sec sch I've been RUNNING... oh BOY... Track and Field.. oh BOY.. LONG DISTANCE... oh BOY... LOVE IT LA! dunno y... the adrenaline rush in me.. whenever I overtake someone during long distance running... heh.. cross the FINISH line.. *SMILES* Finally in NTU, God gave me the opportunity in my Year 1. Got a great roomie who is really good player. Her name is YUHONG! hehe.. Thank You SO MUCH for teaching me.. I'm a GOOD student RIGHT? *SMILE* COS I GOT a GOOD COACH! ^^ Starting a complete new sport for me ain't easy.. its HARD WORK. and its PURE SATISFYING experience for ORANGE.

6. A BLOG
Woot! Starting a blog for me.. is not easy too. its after SUPER DUPER long when Orange starts to see a need to blog down her thoughts. Hehe.. initial the response from ALL her close friends is.. *gosh* shiyi have a blog?! she got write blog one meh?! WAHAHAHAS... but I had never regret since then. Sad, Good, Juicy, Yummy news... hahas... all are my desires and complains! Satisfaction? 10/10 ^^

7. A Relationship
This is a hard one for me. hahas.. for the very least, its not an easy thing off the shelf for me to say yes and agree with confidence. Orange don't really know how to LOVE a person.. to be EXACT, to LOVE A MAN. Hahas.. to think that babies were born OUT of LOVE. oh orange.. BUT thats myself.. my problem. Different people have different problems i guess. Heh.. then on top of MY own problem.. IS GOD! To believe in something is hard.. but once it is believed, it will be forever. To start a relationship.. Both side's belief is important. Thats when Unity starts and not diversity. Hence.. Satisfaction for now? 100% relationship with God.

8. A Career
*SMILE* for this.. i really got say...'THANK YOU LORD!' He guided me... without that career exhibition... I'm won't be in NTU now. Well.. come to think of it.. Orange went to the exhibition alone.. not with friends.. it wasn't any peer influence at all. It was out of a pure heart of interest..who wish to try out a different career whereby not most women will be keen and not all who are keen will be chosen. I guess.. God guided me to it. His plan was flawless.. I didn't plan so much for myself actually. In addition, with great power comes great responsibility. Whether my career will last or not is not the utmost importance. Its the challenges I can foresee which will really force me to mould my personality and character. Satisfaction? 120%

9. A Business
Wahahahas... Orange shall let in a BIT of my dream. A cafe of FAMILY feel... right in New Zealand. Satisfaction N.A for the moment. Wait for another 10 years? WAHAHAS..

10.A Family
HMM. this ADDS on the RELATIONSHIP.. this really needs pure committment and love and GOD. Heheh... GOD knows what I'm thinking.. tsk tsk... No need to say anything... Jesus is smiling right now.. Hahas.. oh WELL. Orange says... God knows everything le la. So if have, no matter how much Orange enjoys running..she'll never be able to RUN away FROM! Hehe.. i'll finished it with the ARMY way.. CONFIRM PLUS CHOP! ^^

Wahahas... Orange is amazing ah? all these things just came right into my mind..less than few seconds.. out on SCREEN! ^^

OK... Now.. Orange hasn't been running this week YET! eeks.. feel bad. I'll ZZ tonight early i hope, then tmr will be FRIDAY! Orange MUST run tmr morning.. lets see.. first lesson starts 1030. YAY! means can sleep more and still sweat out a bit b4 going to SCHOOL! *applause* hehe...

Dinner TMR WILL BE OUT OF SCHOOL! YAY! Finally AH. hehe...

OK... gotta BATH!

*SPLASH*