Tuesday, August 07, 2007
School STARTS

alright.
today i had a meeting with my fyp lecturer.
and i feel many things are like in God's hand.
i didn't expect him to have the same career as me.
of cos, that was during his previous years.
i think its really cool when he said this.
"You must enjoy doing your FYP!" - from him.
yes. indeed i had chosen the right area from the beginning.

well. i do have passion in this area.
in fact, i did my fyp in poly in this area too.
haha.. looks like i'm stuck in this area man.
but too bad. i'm don't have the passion for programming.
i'm T H I S much being 'efficient' in programming.
wasting time in doing things that won't bring results.. i'm not entitled to.

like i said. i will put in M O R E effort in this final year.
i really meant what i said.
but i didn't meant to doze off in lectures this afternoon.
it was a straight consecutive 4 hrs of lectures for me.
but in the 2nd hr, i was sort of.. ha. defeated.
i believe its due to my late sleeping?
*smiles* means there is still H O P E.

anyways. in the 3rd hour of lecture, i was figuring hard to hear what the lecturer say.
for that, i didn't doze off.
but the lecturer i guess he wanna gain favour with the students for his 1st lesson with us?
so he let us off in just 1 hr.
yay!
i look at the sky.
Y E S. this is it. orange need to sweat out.
so off i rushed back hostel, chat a bit with booney then off for running!!!

*smiles* chen did it again! well done!
hee. what to do. i feel fat. running is the only way out cos i forgot to bring swimming costume to hostel!
now im doing a breather from fyp reading.
fyp lecturer was really good. he gave me notes to read.
i'm so thankful that i didn't have to go online to research myself.
but thats only part one.
he sent me 2 whole areas of notes.
i gotta read, digest, then let him know which area i really have my interest in.

well. he provided me so much info and gave me the freedom to choose what i want.
God.. I'm really thankful for this lecturer.
yesterday kudos to weichian, now i know how to calculate my GPA.
but it means a shock to me too.
i realised, i need to buck up.
although this GPA scheme i'm not subjected to.. thank God i'm the last batch. it was implemented after my batch.
i can S E E that i'm in deep shit.
i need to really buck up.
really.

6mths of BJ of FUN, Laughter, tears... it will motivate me to push on for the challenges ahead.
i believe everything happens for a reason.
yes. i can do it.

*****

yays! my fridge will arrive in hall tmr! together with my kettle, and hair-dryer.
i realised i cannot do without them.
1. without hair-dryer - i'll look like i'm from Animal Planet.
2. without fridge - i won't be able to drink my soyabean milk.
3. without kettle - i will be moving up and down my room to collect only 500ml of water each time.

*****

oh, i miss singing ktv... really.
y is it everything so expensive in SG uh?

*****

i really hope to go europe, america, southeast asia, new zealand and australia.. all backpacking.
its soooo gonna be fun, fun, FUN!
before that first.
driving license! then i can rent a car and drive on foreign grounds!
pack bag and leave this country.
haaaa... *dream on*