Friday, November 16, 2007
Ain't Quitting Yet

State: tired

Guess what. In the huzzy buzzy of my studying and driving.. I forgotten totally about lunch for 2 days. The strangest thing was, there wasn't any urge of eating or any hunger at all. I think my tummy had died on me.

Today's driving.. well. I cleared all the circuit courses like superman. I kinda figured out that I better be more serious since driving exam is scheduled next thursday. Hence I decided not to drive by guts feeling but read the green book beforehand. So I read it yesterday. The only part of the circuit courses that I drove by feel previously was the 'S' course. Its shaped like an 'S'. Everytime I drove through it by feel and I made it through... until last week, I went up and down the kerb. That got me thinking then.
Better not play a fool.

So good walkergal decided to gave the green book a run of its pages to the 'S' course part. And as expected, today the drive through the 'S' course was fantastic. *hooray*

Well. Then the driving out. Bad. BAD. HORRIBLE. I met with all kinds of obstacles. It was almost like the simulated driving lesson in the aircon room! Road blockage... Strange Pedestrians... want to cross dun want to cross.. Gearbox jammed.. oh man, I got so frustrated. I was checking my left blindspot and even noticed Mister See's face turned pink. oh well.. Its just NOT A GOOD DAY.

Sigh. You know whats the best part? Driving performance depends alot on one's mind. I'm praying hard that my mind will remain strong and not affected by any XYZ matters of the world... next week on the test day. I think I'll remain uncontactable until the test is over. Being disturbed early in the morning by Empress is not kind to the health state of my mind.

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I need some air.