Thursday, October 19, 2006
HIS S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H

time: 0325H plus.. -THURSDAY-

why am i still in front of the pc and not sleeping?! argh...

tired.

seeing the test outcome: BUILD FAILED for umpteen times is not fun ah.

Really thank God for Hai'an and Ronald and Kok Heng... finally my testing got some moving on... else i think i'll be stucked there forever.

stress...yes i am. ahh.. my beloved yinghuan... why erjie can't be stressed? all man are made differently by God. its according to His will that we can learn things and perform to our fullest ability. i'm not yet there tats why i'm stressed up. u too.. faced stress in studying for A Levels.. its the same. haven't I had my share during my poly days? Hahas... erjie this week really v v stressed up.. everytime its different stresses forming together. i think i may go bonkers anytime. so yinghuan ah.. cannot compare OK...

also yinghuan ah.. try to rest early ok. erjie is trained well to zz late in poly days.. hahas so nvm... but u haven't. Don't even try. Clear ur A levels first. U will have lots of time to try in Uni... LOL!

Now is already THURSDAY.
seeing my roomie sleeping so soundly...

why i'm blogging still? simple. if not, i'll lose my focus. i need to do sth else.. apart from programming.. Thank God.. CSC304 Lab Assignment 2 finally completed. ^^

i shall write anything that comes into my mind NOW.

hehe.. just added Aunt Rita's Blog linking.. cool huh! She is a very cool lady OK! ^^
then got my new comfort food. Yummy.. RED BEAN OMOCHI BUN! I was soooo surprised when i saw Crystal Jade Bakery at Jurong Point today la! Guess i can enjoy it every week now! WAHAHAS! its my DUPER favourite.. thought i got to go Taka then can eat it... YAY! Yinghuan... remember sun we just ate it? ahahahahs...

hmm.. if u might think y i'm like so free to be at jurong pt... PERIOD. orange won't be out of sch for no reasons K. today went driving. it was alright.. got commented by instructor tat i'm a daring person.. he said he was kinda surprise to see me dare to speed! hehe.. what to do.. i got guts ma. (hey.. don't choke!) ^^

After tat dine at jurong point. hahas.. was eating halfway then got a SMS from roger.. wahahas.. then saw him la.. he was just like 1 table away.. after finished eating, i dropped over to say hi.. then realised his group of friends together with him.. they were celebrating his birthday LA! aiyoyoyo... tsk tsk.. orange completely forgotten! SO PAISEH! after congratulating him, i went to shop for groceries then back ntu.

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oh YAR. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARISSA! ^^

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WAHAS. tuesday night had dinner with a very special guest, DISTINGUISHED GUEST i would say.. Guess who?

DEBBIE IS BACK!!!

wahahas.. she is so cool la.. brought me chocolates..
nowadays giving me.. THE ORANGE, chocolates is the trend ah?
hehe.. then the 3 of us chatted.. together yuhong, who is my current and first yr roomie! talk and talk.. until who to fill up my other part. WAHAHAHS... aiyo!

To Dearest Debbie: orange haven't found The ONE yet.. maybe i'll settle for gals for meanwhile? WAHAHAHAS! ^^ oh.. pls don't mind me.. orange can be pretty naughty.. sometimes i get out of hand.. WAHAHAS..

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this reminded me. last night was a horrible one. slept around 1 am plus.. then before entering ZZ world.. gastric problems again. argh! there was practically nothing in the room to curb the hunger... hahas.. so guess wat? Thank God for Celine's dark chocolate tobelone.. i was SAVED by IT. 3 mouth of it.. all i took.. to tame my tummy back..

Maybe.. i can't sleep well due to what dad said during yesterday's lunch. i'm kinda sadden by some facts which can't be changed. more problems again. its just so.. not helping me to face things better.. ARGH!
on top of it..Dad's gonna be gg overseas again. i can't bring myself to imagine.. God.. pls take charge. I know u are already in charge.. in fact u know EXACTLY wat will happen.
... God, strengthen me then. Make me able. For all things You know will happen.

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to think that I'm still surviving.. its kinda an incredible thing to happen.