Friday, November 03, 2006
F.E.E.L.I.N.G.S

alrights.. exactly about 12 hours ago.. i last slept.

i dunno wat to say. but i guess time will take me through.

couldn't sleep due to many reasons.. but i'm glad to have the chance to meet up.. wanted to do something for.. i know a career is important for all.. irregardless of genders. at the end.. i was told of some heartfelt words.

Though certainly.. there were hurts and lots of headaches involved.. i learnt alot. not during the process but rather.. after. I'm very much not perfect. though the choice and request was strongly made by me, i'm still glad that i met.. two years ago.

However having said all these.. this will not stop me from loving my God or lose the passion or belief or compromise any of my christian living values in Christ. I still believe strongly in God's will. Following according to His calling.. and I hope that one day, i can walk towards God with.. together. This time.. I don't wish to be the one to change anything.. but rather, i will want the change to take place within the heart. If really one day this takes place, i know my answer will be very clear.

I know for sure that Jesus knows the beginning and the end. the only thing i can do now is to put my faith in Christ and let things takes its nature. I pray that even, 4 years down the road, my faith will be of a different level. Not any lower than now, but stronger and higher in Christ. and.. let His Will for me be done.

Just came across this verse:
"But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)

This verse.. i guess is for him. I'm not a power bible reader and God always speak to me thru verses. though i know he never read my blog. but.. hahas.. orange's will still blog down her thoughts. ^^

won't be able to use pc during weekend.
before i leave my hostel today, i wanna say this:

All the best.
Let your faith in God brings you to a higher ground in career and in life.
Never forsakes God or family and succumb to the selfish temptations around.
Believe in God and yourself.. Stay confident and never complacent.
God will always support you if you seek Him earnestly in spirit and in truth.
In your darkest moments, stay focus and calm.
Patience and Perservance will bring you through.
Bon Voyage, Nicholas.
Will miss you, my dear friend.

Orange is approaching exams in 2 weeks. Lots of things to prepare and still undone. Our human mind really.. can take lots of things. hahas.. oh WELL. Next week is my Final Theory Test for driving. Will be really tough to handle time management.

hmm.. Must sometimes look back at God.. See how wonderful He is and feel His presence around to recharge myself! ^^

Orange shall take her leave now.
This is Orange's Feelings.. live and still running!